exam coming
yet.. so lazzy study..
easy to feel bored..
haix~
ya! exam really coming..
(15.)
i should study for 14 hrs per day..
but tmrw i m goin to shop shop shop..
sat go skl
sun go jimmy party..
HE!!! so rich nia..
hse got swimming pool!!!
1st we will go to sumway..
for "ice skatting"??!!
he told me
then we have archery..
waw!!!
thats my 1t time..
then i think we will have bowling..
after all..
we will go his house..
at PUCHONG!!!
he provide us lunch dinner..
lols(of cux la)
then i think we will play..
hopefully... mad..
the party finish at 7..

um.. that will be many thing can happen on that day...
cant predict..
i think there r only few gurls r attending..
me, alicia, wei nee, shi wei, hui shen( mayb lol... she ask her parent 1st..)
guys ma..
many lol
i remember got..(apple, kent, zi yann, wen sheng, wen khai,kar joon--donno--, ... for got ler..
...
should i study...??!! i think i should..
sienx..

umya..
"THEY" -- he hao-- le..
but i n him still havent..
actually quite sad..
donno y...
fell like less one fren..
suan..
mayb we rnt fren in the pass... now or even in the future..
maybe ...
we r enemie from the begining to the end...
never change...
thats what i want??
NOPE!!
but we cant change something that we cant change..
we can change the pass story of us...
yet future.. i think i would if i could..
but i dont think i will have that chance..
really hurt when he scolde me that day..
that is a really "scolde"
just like say something to hurt u la..
very luan!!!!
donno...==
i shouldn think anything about reltionship ler..
i think i should focus on studies le...
gambateh...
hopeully i can do it..
but...% 1%
zzz
wish every1 jy jy!!
n get good result la..
bb

today went for a jogathon comp.
haix..
now.. headache..
donno why ..
but quite happy la...
so nice memory..
n can jian fei..
zzz
our class got..
me.. alicia... shi wei.. wei siean... wei nee.. leanne.. kkl.. kah yan.. wei xin.. sui cheng-->> girls
apple.. shaun.. wey shi.. gao lao.. vooi hao.. fatty.. kent.. zi yann.. ray.. kar joon..wen jun.. ming-->> guys
hopefully din miss anyone arh?!
my leg not in pain ..
just my head abit "ache"
lols
um ya..
our class no one got prize..( fei hua)
cux those seniors is tooooooooooooo geng
our class just vegetable bird( in chinese)
sienx..

um ya..
"THEY" still haven fren bac..
quite sad la..
donno why..
i felt so guilty..
like thats my fault to break up them two..
lols
how??!!
THEIR fren told me
they sure fren bac within two days..
but 1 day.. two day.. three days ler..
still the same..
no improve..
so sad nia~
what will u do if guys quarrel..
no!! no!! no!!
they din quarrel..
they in leng zhan
thats the problem..
if they quarrel..
they may still got chance to talk to each other..
but now..
haix..
regretful..
hope something good will happen on monday..
god bless me..

long time no blog le~

2day, i really sad..
if i could, i would cry..
i really regret knowing u 2 guys...
THIS is the 1st time u 2 scolded me...
THIS is the 1st time u 2 hurts me by using language...
really unbelievable..
U( wk), the always best boy in our class.. will being so NOOB ....
u scolded me... maybe thats right.. maybe thats wrong... maybe theres no either right or wrong..
thats what life is...
nth impossible..
just like wk... nth impossible...

ok... now...
u can say i betray HIM...
or whatever... but i really DIDN'T
okok...
i shouldnt say didnt...
u think i very fake to say it like that ah...
then i can tell u... if i really wanna betray u 2...
i can betray u 2 infront the whole world..
u two really hurts me...
do u know??
ookok
i m wrong...
but pls...
don be so childish...
quarrel, is a childish game among children...
not us..

U..
another u...
u hurts me more than wk..
i give up!!!
ya...
should i say?
-->> what u say is true<<--
then u will forgive apple??
pls...
i wish that u hate me...
don break up with apple..
he did nth...
i feel guilty...
if u make my wish comes true...
thats my only wish to u....
pls...

friendship n love always end up with quarrel...
n the main point of quarrel is we dont trust each other...
n we think we betray each other before.
thats what always happen arround me..
n now..
happen on me..
i really donno what can i do!
keep quiet? or either continue quarrel?
aix..
if life's always ends up lke that..
i bet there's no life..

nth impossible..
so izit impossible the frienship between ray n apple go back as usual?

2day singing competition...
waw...
we j2c the best always....
got prize again...
so high now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
unbelievable...
yeah...

i will try my bez score high%% in my mid term exam...
to make my dream come true... yay~
i will gambateh..
today's short.. cux really no mood...
scare by so many ppl...
zzz

2day, cikgu yap (our "lovely" class teacher) changed our seat!
um.. quite okay 4 my seat.. but make me jelous...
bcux SHE sits with HIM!!!
she is xxx
he is xxx
not goin to tell..

me, sit with ZHENG HAO!!!
apple, sit with LEE YUN YIN
LEE YUN YIN!!!! LEE YUN YIN!!!!
I don care bout who is sitting with apple..
but the prob is...
apple sits behind me la...
everyone knows,
i HATE lee yun yin... she is not goin to c my blog ya?!
hey~ even she got chance to read it...
i do think its quite good..
just let her know..
she MUST improve!!!!
um...
any funny couples?!
oya...
shaun with liew chiu yun...
bomb with chuan ching... ( the MOST quite guy in our class!!!)
ray with long yi..
...
don have le ba?!~
^^
i m will pur effort on my maths...
n i MUST pass it!!!!!
at least aPASS!!!
bcux... (hehe)
nth~ js laughing my self...

um ... ya,
today solo singing comp..
then...
i din practice b4..
haha><
then i scolded by cikgu yap..
wad happen with my fingure?!
yesterday... i scolded by my piano teacher..
she say i m worse...
yay... i knew it...
but .. so?!
then... teacher said... if i b wen khai pianist... then
i die wen khai die...
so c.yap changed wenkhai's pianist...

so fish la..
zzz
really no mood...

hopping the exam come faster... faster... faster...
u?! gambateh oh!!!
*.* ^.^ =.= @.@ $.$ %.%

bb
good luck ya, fren!

ehm... i almost lost my leg n my hand!!!!
my leg... pityful... so pity... really!!!
yesterday...
weixin cum bac hme wif me..
then wk (our dearest moniter) came at 3:30
n our "cute" ray(thats wad he thought about himself~)
fetch wei nee n jia hui to my house... this is wad we original plan..
then we should practice 4 our singing competition..
after all.. we will go for shop at lei sure mall..
but thenn.. we changed our planning..
we go to lei sure mall 1st...

so i n wei xin cum hme 1st...
then wk reach my hse at 3:30
suddenly ray sms me said :" have we reach lei sure mall?!"
oh gosh~ we tot tat he fetch us there...
wk is so shock.. cux if ray shop themself then he will b the only guy in my hse.. [zzz]
so... he called ray to fetch us to lsm...
apple, ray, wei nee, jia hui came to my hse by taxi at last!!! (haha><)
o nope... b4 tat... i wei xin wk went to wei siean hse...
we wait apple n ray them at her hse ya!


wen ray reaches wei siean hse, we plan wad shld we do after next?!
um... something childish happened...
ray suggested us to go playground n play...
o.0 tats y i say .. guys r childish ..
althought tat is childish but we still go.. at laz..
um... on the road .. wk took sum zi lian pic of himself.. (i tot he is mature... nope .. )
um... ray step on a DOG SHIT!!!~
he js like a "hak yi" so kusut masai~
his white shirt became black~~
.......... things happen--> but not special..
just laughing n .... there

we walk walk walk walk
we run run run run
we chat chat chat chat
we........ ........ ........
FINALLY!!! we found taxi!!!!!!!
waw!!!!! TAXI~~
haha>>

n we FINALLY reach lei sure mall...
(thx god..)
um... 4got wad we did thr...
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm... >>thinking==
o. ya we went firework..
we play la at there... of cux la''

b4 tat... we went to new way..
we asked 4 the price... its so expensive~~ soooooooooooooo~~~
actually not tooooooooooooooo expensive just "soooooooooooooooo" expensiv3
[zzz] [lolz]
rm 32++ per..
waw... really expensive ya?!

so.... very fish... we went bac to lei sure mal again...
then we went firework... [js now i had written that, ya?!]
um.... wad happen nex ya?!
i just remember we play play pay play only bor...
oya... alicia bac... she went bac home... n scolded by her mummy...
although i thought tat her mummy is friendly, but i think it is was NOW..
um... her mummy called her bac.. she waited at the front door of leisure mall..
bsides speedy... we din wait with her..
me, wei nee, jia hui, apple, ray, wei xin-->> bad friend
ehm... still left 1 rite?! i mean still left 1 person rite?! not still left 1 bad friend..
cux.. he is really good.. he WAS good... he IS good n i think he WILL be also be so perfect in the future..
he wait for alicia... ehm. 1 to 1
who is he?! -->> wen khai (our dearest moniter)
he wait for alicia wen we said we donwan wait 4 her..
he even teach alicia how to avoid her mummy scolde her..
waw... nowonder alicia said... he is a perfect boyfriend choice... 4 me?! no thx...

we went to "wong kok cha can ting" restraunt..
the 3 guys were hungry... hmmmmmmm... quite delicious..
jia hui bac...
wei xin bac...
ray bac...
wei nee bac
gosh... who can fetch me bac?! tot that ray fetch me bac.. but then he said tooooooooooo far, actually YES..

left... me, apple, wen khai...
finnally, wk agreed fetch me bac... yay!!
we wait there...
9:00pm
wk mummy reached..
we went on the car... n finally finish our "journey" 2 day..

skl-->> lsm(wei nee, apple, ray, jia hui)-->>my hse-->> wei siean hse-->>playground-->> jalanjalan in tmn bkt segar-->>went out tbs-->>taxi(zzz)-->>lsm-->> newway-->>lsm-->>home...

home sweet home...
zzz haha...
tired...
my hand... pain..
finally finish my new post..
yay --clap!!!

今天，我想把apple最自恋的1面表现出来。。
哈哈>>

2009年4月7日
命题日记：我优秀吗?！
我应该很帅吧；我应该很强壮吧；我的学业还ok吧；我打电动的技术应该还好吧；我体育，羽球也还不错吧！我应该也很优秀吧！haiz~我觉得自己很自恋[插语：知道自己自恋就好。至少有自知之明！~]，还是不要再唠叨了拉！(1个可爱的猪脸在此！)但如果以上描述的是我的话，我想其他人都是大帅哥，super天才了。

这是本班可爱apple最真切的一面哟！
他日记里写的~~
^^！！！
不久后我会scan下来吧?！ shhhhhhhhh...别告诉他呀！！！
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

sms ing with ming now..
but whatever i do also no meaning..
so i think do the li shi [sejarah in chinese] project is better, right?!
the topic that i m goin to do is...
i m not goin to tell.. cux scared other group copy cat... nah~ js kiding~!
take it easy^^
aiz...
actually i should go shopping[ gai gai la] wif fren 2day der..
but not feeling well.. not very serious der..
my bro call me to go..
but just very lazy n it will go serious if i go shop... n tired~

the wind blowig out side is really nice...
i wanna go out~
haix~ very sienx stayin at house..

thats a feeling like .. i wanna go out of this house..!!?!?

回忆如困兽
寂寞太久而渐渐温柔

->thats me..
寂寞太久
太久..太久..太久..!!

命运好幽默让爱的人都沉默
沉默太久..太久..太久..!!

i m 沉默~
if some 1 dare to talk to me..
mayb i will fell better..
nah~ nth
if u r free den find me larh..

2day..mean the whole day..
i just tinking about the magic
phiek yee is so curious bout the magic
but i DID no how the magic go on
now..
i have forgotten
thinking..
wen sheng do the fake 1...
haha..
oya..
the magic is presented by ray..
i tink he oso "chu mao"
i don believe i cant do it!!!!
i no i can..

the magic is:
1.shuffle the card
2.give the spectators to choose a card that they like
3.then, put the card on top of the cardS
4.[this is the step that i cnt understand]
he take the card ontop the packet(tat means the card that we put ontop) n stuck it into the middle of the cards.
5. fifth, n oso the lastly, he take the card ontop the pcket again... the number still the same.

the thing that i cant really understand is.. if he took the 1st card ontop.. there won b the same card ontop the packet again..
so, my conclusion is he din take the 1st card to put it in the midle.. he took the other card..

js now tan ge chat wif me..
she said that.. still like him? the 2008 der him
nope i answered..
then is HIM le ba? HIM= J2C '09
ya.. yup.. yes.. posible..
but i won hurt any1..
i willl just let it happen by its way... (tan ge tought me)
and so..
i will js do nth, n let it happen by its way. now i no, i shldn walk so fast. slower, sumtimes wil b better.
i will improve my self.
gonna go..
bb
i have to continue to tink it..
cux i broke my promise again
i pk for rm 10 again..
hehe><"

i no i m not goin to continue kao him in the future days.
many girls like him..
not many actualli,
but in my class the quantity is already quite "much"
i m not jelousing.. but i m realli tired
i hv a very good memory with him already..
tats enough?!
but is it really wad i think in my heart?!
actualli..
i m greedy, i feel that not enough..
but if i just don stop that action..
i will lose everything, including my fren.. my studies..
i won let myself lose that
studies.. result is my whole life.. not LOVE
love will just let me tired..

today, actualli i cnt feel anything happen at skl.. js sienz
teacher teach thing
then we study..
now, i m sad-ing
my heart is bleading
really.. really..
i m tired
very.. very..
i need to stop everything 4 at least 1 week..
need rest..
try my best next time..
haha
>,<"