my heart is pain NOW..
i have to CATCH sum good memory to make me happier
i no i shldn do tat
everyone is suffering
i shldn tink others
but i MUZ do it!!!

o ya..
yesterday parents day
after skl
i... alicia... shi wei
went to lei sure mall
wad a shi wei
she is the 1st time to lei sure mall
we eat japanese food there at 1st
of cux
i din pay!!! haha
then we go n watch movie
KNOWING
quite a nice show
js a bit scary
n i m cold in the cinema
i din brought jacket
n i eve wore a little bit dress ya
yo.. quite bad
i n alicia hug together when watching the movie
haha
bcux its SCARY
but the ending is so NICE so PRETTY
js like a draw
after we saw lin yu zhong there
he sang n gave us a fly kissing
haha
alicia scream..

after all we shop n shop n shop
i bought a necklace "R"
waw!!! NICE!!!!
shop again
den HOME

DINNER~~
i went to lei sure mall again wif my dearest family..
after dinner we went to popular
i told shaun...
then he reply me
o... i m outside the popular
haha
wen i went out
they saw me
n of cux i saw them
wad they did?!
they call me out
n wen they saw me
they js scream along n run away
wadde?!
hurt man...
the damn ray.. shaun .. applewif worms
ya..
sumting 4get
apple is superb zi lian...
i js said i wanna visit to apple house
cux his houise is near mine...
wad he said??
he said
I LIKE HIM??!!
will it happen??!!
i can tell everyone tats IMPOSSIBLE!!!
cux i alrd like sumone
haha

i m tired...
feel better now..
last night i slept at 12...
wen i m goin to fall asleep then my fon rang...
SMS
yay...
make me sleep so late...
actually not late
but
i went shopping for2 times...
tired
my leg....
haix
cant imagine it...
ok
timesup
js wish everyone
happy everyday
good luck ya, fren?!
cux we cnt predict wad will happen next?!!
so js do it
b happy!!!
smile alwayzz...
k?
bb
gtg
tata

wad a day?!
tat make me cry
tat make me smile..
life happen things tat we cnt predict
NOW i no
i should LOVE everyone
i should LOVE everything
i m regretful
sumtimes
i rili HATE my self

yay,
now i m not in my house
ACTUALLY,
i shouldn b in here NOW
i should doin the thing tat wen khai called me 2 do
BUT wad i did??
nothing
but rili sumthing BAD happen
cnt believable
just CRY
nope
i din cry!!!
tats a strong feeling to me LAST TIME
i no everything will happen in our life
BUT
i cnt believe tat
its so FAST!!!
i shouldnt tink about it!!!
tats not anything to play!!!
a very SERIOUS thing
my heart feels pain
PAINFUL~~

telling u:
i m in my grand parent house
actually i m not suposing to be here
i should doin project n enjoying music... sms wif sum1
but an in cident happen to my house member..
unbelievanle..
my grandfather is very painful now
his thinking is not clear
he keep saying he gonna GO
n his body is uncrontrolable..
VERY PAINFUL
adults call us to come up n let THEM to care of my g. father

can i 4get it?!

2mrw is tjin paren day..
quite scared few days ago..
but now
ok lor
no feeling le
BUT
i noe 2mrw at skl i SURE very SIENZ...
SKL
...is my nightmare
PAREN DAY
... is my nightmare
ok...
i say it mor simple...
everyting about SKL!!!!!!
is my nightmare in my life!!!!
last year my result is in d middle..
NOW...
i DROP untill 30+++
[i tink so lor...]
i will no it 2mrw...
not now!!!
Zzz
suan ba
nth 2 scared rite???
yay,
mayb
but not 2 ME
after skl
i tink i wanna go 4 shop!!!!
wif alicia n shi wei....
mayb lor
c1st
donno 2mrw got anyting happen or not??!!
suan ba
tats useless 2 guess dis n tat NOW
2mrw
i will no it everyting..
tata
bb
gtg

sumtimes..
i MUZ force my sef to do sumting tat i donwan to do
i m tired actulli...
i paid off everyting NOW!!!
yay..
i m lost now!!!
N
i m losing everyting...
including my result n xx ting

sumtimes thrs many ting we cnt imagine it happen arround us
js like js now..
annie told me sumting tat i cnt even believe
=.=''

hey
i m down
i hv alot of ting to say..
but these days i speak muc less n less...
SAD
TIRED
DOWN
DULL
everyting is bad
i HATE
nah
nite
bb

i m free
i m not happy!!
2day, shi wei take her piano theory exam..
aiya
wish her can pass lar..
2day
i gonna change my spec d
bt the shop CLOSE!!!
wa..............
i vr sien leh!!!
so i on9 lorhh
holidays coming..
np np
NOW alrd the holiday..
i LURVE holiday!!!
but now i feel bored
nth 2 do!!!
actuali i shld go out wif siew yen d
but the day..
not i busy
den she busy
n shi wei...
is always busy..
o.0
paren day is coming!!!
i so scared..
donno wad ll ye lao shi tel me paren?!
^.^'''
mayb say i m talkative leh??
OR??
i m NAUGHTY??
i js wan ye lao shi tell them i m so GUAI!!
keke
js now chat wif a guy tat isn in ts..
he said..
wa so shock leh..
u gao bai trough ur msn pm??
t.t
hu call me so stupid lose in the pk!!!
=.='''
i tink i shldn play PK wif wk liao..
if not tis is my xia chang!!!
holiday sien
com sien
hp sien
hw sien
fren sien
everyting sien
no meaning in my life!!!

lalala..
shi wei sms me say she can get merit leh in her piano exam..
den
gong xi gong xi her lorh
soooooooooo xd easy
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sien...
vr sien
vr bored!!!
tv spoile liao..
tv is my life
tv is my everyting in my life'
no la..
js kidng!!!

tired..
gtg bb
tata

holiday NOW!!!
but i m not happy..
feel like sumting bad ll happen soon

RESULTS 4 MY 1ST TERM EXAM IN '09
BC:85%%
BM:84%%
BI:??DONNO YET
SAINS:62.5%%
SEJ:87%%
GEO:72%%
MATH:41%%

mg!!
i no my paren ll k me soon!!
how??
suan lar
shi wei said my result so 'lan'
bcux i sit wif alicia..
Zzz
donno leh!!
i don tink so lor
bcux i no i m 222222222222222222 lazzzzzzy tis year
i hv 2 gambat3h in nex exam
n i lose wen khai in the PK
he gimme 2 choices

1.gao bai 2 HIM in4front of HIM n wen khai
2.in msn PM i hv 2 write 'I LOVE XXX'4 three days...

lols
wadever i do i oso ll die!!
very cham leh
i regret 2 PK wif him
but NOW !!!
wadever i say oso 2222222222 late ler
wad shld i do NOW??!!
mayb i shld tink wisely wad shld i do in tis holiday!!!
i hv 2 chase bac my %%

sum rindu akan pri now
how r they??
mayb they r gud lorh
BUT--
i m not gud here
suan larh
everyting bcum pass in the future so..
i shld tink mor abt my future!!
lala
tata
gtg
bb

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long time no on9 ler..
my maths fail!!!
mugagagaga
i donno how 2 tell me paren...
but my paren saw thr is math paper in my beg
so they ask me take out n let them c
LUCKILY
i took ren yan paper bac home 2 day
he score 74++
i told my paren tat is my paper...
tat is js paper 2..
n the mark +name is written at paper 1..
so they din huai yi me ..
hehe..
n orh..
our dearly miss shi wei
she told me she like...the day b4 2day..
although we no she like him but ...
holiday is coming..
mayb is a vr sien holiday..
MAYB

somting shock 22222222222...
waw my bro always score no1 in the skl
but now!!!!
his english -------- score B!!!
B!!!
B!!!
B!!!
but my paren din scolde him!!!
if i score him
den they ll say wad transfer skl or wadever
but my bro!!!
suan ba la!!!
vr sien
i m nervous 2 tell them[PAREN]
my marks..
cina-- 84.5
o ya
sumting make me scared 2
i pk wif wen khai
NOW he win me all the subjects !!!
his cina--- 88 [_ _==_ _]
should i cry??
2day, kent oso [cha bu duo] wanna cry liao 4 his maths
but...
tata i need 2 go
gtg

piano lesson 10 min after!!!
bb

orz..
actuali i m studying n preparing 4 the exam
left 3 days!!
but my eyes r getting heavier n heavier..
i need sum rest n sum ting 2 restress
studying geografi [di li]
but it is so boring..
sien
2day in skl actualli quite sien la..
bth happen
den cum bac home oso sien..
donno do wad although i no i MUST study!!
my bro is studying so hard'
his target is 2 get no. 1 in the skl..
i blif him
i trust he can do it!!
but me..
i m always the loser
sry..
not always
is 4ever the loser!!
js nw alicia told me she wanted 2 hv AISIAN schcolarship.
yay
i n shi wei r going 22222222!!
but i noe the percentage we can get it is actualli vrvrvr low
np..
the truth is thr r no chance 2 get it..
i mean me la
js bcux i m 2 noob!!
i m trying my best 2 improve my eng..
... t.t ...
oya
2day c. yap wants the guys 2 write ''regret letter''
haha [xd]
they need 2 write 1000++ words..
lalalalalala hahahahaha
actualli they r '' huo gai''
they play bhind thr wen they sing..
lols
n the he jin feng wants me solo..
tats so !!!!!
i m alrite 2 solo
but she wants me 2 sing the soprano part wif whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!
n the song is 17 centuries song..
tos old old old song..
i hate tos song..
haiz..
i need 2 study liao..
otherwise K by my paren..
gtg
bb tata--=0=

wads happening with him??`0`

i m goin 4 on9 2day--
although i noe tat i shouldn do tat
but sumtimes we cant control our self
SAD
i dono how 2 gv respond 2 him 2day actualli??
wen he scolde me
my brain turn blank
i hd 4gotten wad i hv i said??
i js no tat time
my heart is bleeding
wad should i do??
mayb i m wrong
mayb ..
i shouldn try MY BEST js 2 b his fren
n the reason 2 b his fren
is js a GAME
2 make my fren jelous!!
wad should i do now??
i js feel SAD!!
BLANK!!
tats the 1st time i scolde by the others LIKE TAT
but mayb 2 u all tats absolutely NOT scolding
js like talking 2 the others
but 2 me
i cnt accept tat scolde js now!!
nah~~~~~~~><~~~~~~~~~~

y i rote tis ting here??
tats not ur business rite??
but after u read..
js 4get it..
tats not ur business
[t.t]
mayb,
if anyting can start form the bgin
i ll choose
2 LEAVE TSUN JIN ALL THE WAY FAR!!
i shldn come here
the place tat make me hv nightmare every night
the people tat make me cnt b my self
n acting like an actor on the stage tat full of faith emotions
nah~~~><~~~

js 4get it
u won understand
the exam is coming nearer ..
GAMBAT3H FR3NX!!
+u!!

si3n

waw
i m rili headache
wad can i do now?!
um.
yay wad i said yesterday
i cant go on9 tis few days rite??
but now!
i cant live without com.
my hp
my tv
all r with my paren,
the reason is js bcux
the exam is coming!!
quite stress actualli
i js revised my '' li shi''
n i hv read b.chinese
quite a few days b4..
rili sien
donno wad 2 do
n nowadays my fren r seldom on9 oled
but actualli
com is SIEN
but now
...
orz
2mrw hv skl liao
fri got exam oled
i hv 2 gambat3h
i m such stupid
go n PK wif sum1 tat is clevere than me
orz..
if i lose him mor than 4 subj
den i kena die
he wan me 2.... if i lose
....=??
PK!!
make me stress
cux i noe i m losing
i no u no evry1 noes

alicia is not dare 2 pick my fon..
wads her prob?!
o.0 yay
she is helling wif her ''zheng''
tata
mummy calling..
sien--
bb